Ulluk Avatillu-atausirlu (Day 21)

It's been a while that I didn't write much to my blog. I've been going through some "tough" days. Along with a pain on my frikken wisdom tooth. For a while, I didn't feel like writing much. Plus, it's the end of the semester. So, I have a lot of shit to do in three shitty weeks! I don't know what to do, but I know what I have to do. I don't know where to start. It's the time of the year where you just want to drop out and give up just like that. BUT, it's not my style, so I have to finish with the shit I have to do. Yeah, I've been all negative lately and a bit running away from stuff.

I went to the dentist this morning.. (-.-') I missed my only class today because of it. They asked me to go at 10:30, but first I asked if it will take forever. They said that it will take like 10 minutes and I would be able to go to my class. HOWEVER, ofcourse they take their sweet ass time in doing their stuff, so I was late. Now, I might have to do a frikken make up class or stuff like that. I got the Dr.'s note though.. Which is a decent thing that will save me a good reason to be absent in that class... But, I had to hand in my journals today.. But I communicated with my teacher so I will go see her tomorrow... :)
I will have to get my tooth extracted.. and a possibly another one too.. :( FTL!!

I've been a bit antisocial lately. I don't really want to talk with anybody.. I don't want anybody to look at me. For some reason, but I don't know that reason. I just want to block out the world out there... I feel like a real misfit in my own little misfit world.. It feels like I don't belong anywhere.. At times, I feel rejected. Not rejected, but some other word like that. I just wish I could restart this life.. ANYWHOOOOO!

I miss "home". My family.. My friends..


"Look! A cat!!" "Where?" "There!" "Where!?!?" "THERE!" "oh!"