Day 66

There are so many things that I must say... I tried going elsewhere to say something. The people who have a different view from this place are too far away. The people here don't seem to have a different way of seeing things.. Anyway..

I feel a lot of things today. I feel the feeling that I should write about it. Like I said, there are so many things that are in mind. May it be family, friends, school, community, people, love, and everything and anything. Being a student that goes in and out of the community going to a place that is something very the opposite of this place. And then Being back here, I see things, problems and I too have my own problems like a small town girl. I'm learning and I learned what's not right and I feel like I have to right the wrong. I feel that everyone should be this way and not just keep negative things to mind. When there is a problem with my family, I try to be very patient and not let it get to me. I try to understand why one family member is being the way they are. It's really hard to see things the way we don't want to see things like seeing something negative in a family member. Sometimes, we get carried along and say something bad about someone and not look at the situation from a different view. I really want to talk and say that we should lead a different path that leads to something good. But it's hard to help someone who does not want help. So I say, i'll wait until you get out of your hole. I'll be patient and go with the flow. I'm sorry that things are this way now, but I don't want to feel responsible for this anymore.

Still feeling like I am in my teens, yet feeling a little old. Not old enough yet to lead people and not knowing yet of what I should do as a leader. I question what we as a community should do about these situations that are seen in the community because something is not working. If something is being done, something is not working. So maybe we should try something new until something works. I highly disagree people who go on the air. All I hear is "You bad people do this and that, it's not right, it's bad, you should stop." Instead of putting something positive about it. So I just shut the FM radio off and if I can't, put on my headphones on a listen to some music. I don't know if you understand, but I want young ones to be inspired like I was inspired when I was younger. I want young ones to stay in school with a good purpose.

That is the most I can write right now.. I can't think anymore.. o.O But here's a quote:
“If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.”
- Dr Wayne Dyer

... x3.

Here's a picture I took this evening when I went to the beach with mom, dad, Salu and my little nephew. I took a few pictures there, but this one was inspirational freedom looking, so I chose it for this entry.